day 1 again: 148 lbs

okay. obviously it's day one again because day 1 to start with didn't go so well. my mom had me on meds yesterday that after some research yesterday had about 55 cals per dose. she gave me like, 20 of them. so i'm starting over today. clean slate. i'm just going to think healthy. if i get hungry, like, uber unbearable hunger (which i doubt) i'll grab a salad or somthing. anyway, i gotta get a job. and a 10-speed bike. (i need transportation to my job and i don't want to use my mountain bike just becuase i dont' want it to get stolen. i mean, who the hell is going to steal a crappy 10-speed? so...to day i will stay stong and i will not bend. besides, i think i have enough school-work to keep me busy and away from the kitchen.

on another note, i have some pills. yah pills! lysine for my acne. a multivitamin. 1 asprin for good bloodflow and ahealthy heart. 1 farenheight for weightloss. 1 relacore for stress. 1 vitamin e for good skin. wow am i loaded. i wonder if i'd even pass a drug test... hm. i'm looking for cheap caffine pills. caffine curbs the appatite. that means no more hungry. yah! wow i'm cheering a lot today. yah! i still have to take all my pills. but i'll do that when i get home. i dont' think i can handel even a minor headache at school. especially before math. eugh. thinspo tomorrow. i promise!

~Annabella~